So I kept reading. Things got better and I fell even harder for Mattie, Simon & Jamie. Sweet precious little Jamie. And then, well it all went for shit...damn you Simon, I already knew you were a truly decent guy, just one facing challenging circumstances then when I wasn't looking you turned noble, you did the right thing, not the easy thing, just the right thing and I was hooked I had to keep reading, I had to know. So I kept reading quietly in the night and I found out and I cried to the very end, I closed the book and I silently cried myself to sleep. Happy and content in my knowledge. Thank you, Ms Gilbert for giving me sweet dreams to end my day on.